Das Vadonya

I am bidding adieu. Bowing in a backward walk. I am stepping off this stage after my final performance.

I wish everyone the very best! For I will probably not be blogging on here again for a very long time. It is something I need not have, for it doesn't matter anyways. If my friends want to know how I am and what I am up to, you can call me. You know my number and that's all that matters. If what I'm doing is of no importance to you, then it doesn't matter anyways. I will always be available by phone, you should have already known that. For I do not expect to respond too often anymore. This computer is not my life, it can not become my life, and I will not allow it. So I encourage phone calls.

At this point in my life, I will bow humbly and wave to my audience a dear goodbye. I can not continue in my life the way I have. I see that all too clearly. Thanks for the fun, the good times, and the problems that have strengthened and shaped who I am becoming. One day, I'll be the best person I can be! But I will always be growing and learning new things.

I bid you adieu, and wish you prosperous lives. I bow again and shout "Das Vadonya"! Good Bye.

I want a hug ... I didn't get a hug.

Heart-attacks and Space Walks

I said good bye again to a dear friend. Andrew headed back to New York Wednesday night. Jay also said good bye quickly after his grandmother passed away that day. I'll see Jay around school sometime, I'm sure. Brandon and I are having the last day luncheon tomorrow at BJ's Brewhouse. I'm having one next week too, so my guys aren't coming along, I don't think. I'll be the last summer intern.... but that gives me a few more days to put in for other co-ops before I'm terminated.

I went to see the space walk today from the MIR room. MIR is neater because it has everyone who is the direct go-to for the project. My guys actually had an issue to solve quickly, because the astronauts were just kind of waiting for a decision. So, I got to see real-live action! I did cop out early, I was getting too tired with too much more stuff to do before I could go to bed. And I have to be at work no later than 8 to make my hours and walk out at 2pm. So I got a heart-attack in a bag on my way home.

My flight leaves tomorrow at 7:35 from IAH. I'll touch down around 11pm. I guess I'm going with the car since Seth couldn't tell me if he had to work Monday or not until later tomorrow. I'm keeping my fingers crossed he doesn't so he can come along! I want to see him so much. Even if he does bring is other friend along.

Betsy got me 2 Matryoshkas while she was in Russia. One is of the more famous Russian Cosmonauts. It's amazingly done! The other is a more common form of one. I haven't taken it apart yet. And Michelle was creeped out by the faces.... I thought it was so cool!

Shit, where has my summer gone!
Now to figure out what's coming home .....

Okay... how are all four of us fitting in a Jetta with the driver? How is that going to work exactly? If you pick us up and then have to drop us off, how is that going to work? I barely fit in the back seat with my little legs? Can you please explain this? Think about it, Honestly??

We do need to figure this out. I want to know things are worked out and going to at least have a plan for Sunday. It's looking like 4:30 maybe 5 before we can all get there. I can be there sooner, but Tia can't leave her dog in her cage that damn long. So, we need to talk, please. and figure out how you are going to make the run to pick us up or switch things a bit. It really is something that needs to be talked about a bit..... I am tired of worrying about Tia having an attack and having to walk so damn far, and her getting home way too late. And I can't have my rental get hurt either. That would be the last thing I needed... Ideas?

Headaches and Seashells

How much worse can things get? I shouldn't have to put $1000 dollars into my car each quarter. I think it's truly time to consider talking to mom and dad about a new car. I can't do this any more. He's sitting in the parking lot, they have no idea he's there yet, he won't get in until they can fit him in. I've cried too much. And I feel like I don't belong in Ohio, ever again. Like it'll be a place I'll visit because of a few people, but that I don't belong there. I know why, and you'll never ask why, because you don't want to hear it.

FML .... I'm ready for a long vacation. I'm ready for a girl's evening or weekend. I'm ready to really have fun.

[Update ... Fireworks]
I was thinking ... It's not just Tia and I that will be coming with me, we also have 2 others. Rather tall guys. Seth and Josh will be coming along also, as of last week and right now. I am planning on all 4 of us coming down in one car. And I'm just hoping the car I end up with is big enough for both the men to fit comfortably. ......... how's this going to work?

........... If you only knew my heart ..........

You would understand why I miss you so much.

I'm tired, and I have so much to do at work. I've been leaving at 7pm after going in early. Tonight I only left at 7 because what I needed the website couldn't seem to give me. So I packed up and went home, after 2 more hours of over time. A few more tomorrow and life won't be so much fun. I'm looking forward to Friday. :) Except, if the work isn't done by then, I'll be in Sunday night. :-/ I also have homework to finish .... and then the class is over. :D

Going to see Terra Cotta Warriors this Sunday. I'm excited. And only a week and half and i'll be taking my 3 ever round trip flight! Hitting town late, then heading home.

Other blog

Just because I am very far behind ... and didn't want to do my homework ...
http://adventuresofawanderer.blogspot.com/
Has 3 new posts with pictures. :)