Hope

Crazy how things can work sometimes.

Its weird to just feel like you'll never be happy. Like no where out there is a guy that could make you happy again. Make you smile in a way you hadn't smiled in a long long time. Like you are never meant to be really truly happy again, if you even were to begin with.

But some how, its at that moment that you are reassure that isn't always true. I don't understand it, maybe never will. How anyone could be so easy to talk to so soon after meeting him. And I'm not afraid to be myself. I don't have to try to impress him. He just likes me for who I am.

I'm not use to it. And I'm afraid of falling and getting hurt again. But for some reason I don't see him hurting me on purpose like the last one did. He just seems different. Its a connection I haven't had before. And I'm taking it day by day. And I wonder if its going too fast, and part of me doesn't care. I just don't want to have my heart broken again.