So it seems, by trying to make a joke, I've managed to fuck up. I've managed to upset him and I don't know what to do anymore. I don't get it. He got off before I could explain myself, and didn't pick up when i took my cousin's advice and tried to call. Left a message. I just don't know how I keep going so wrong. I don't know how I'm suppose to get it right.
Maybe I should give up on guys ... maybe I should give up on people ... maybe I should give up on living in general. Its been a hell of a fucking week and its ending up as bad as it began it seems. Not even sure traveling south would be worth it. I'm afraid i won't be able to get it off my mind and will leave upset and disappointed.
Fuck! I'm a hopeless cause .....
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Your biggest guy problems:
1. You're way, way too paranoid and self-doubting. You automatically assume that offending the guy once is an automatic end to a relationship. Even after just two dates, offending Jesse once doesn't mean shit.
2. You're too hard on yourself. "Oh no! One minor blip! Time to give up on guys entirely and resign myself to dying alone!" No, you maybe irritated him a little. If Jesse is so unforgiving that he's willing to cut things off, he's the kind of guy who'd beat you anyway.
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