I'm just not a bitch by nature. Its not me to be a bitch. Now I can be if I need to be, I have always just chosen not to be a bitch. I am more of a caring, loving, and hopeful person. I'm not mean, I'm not nasty to people. And I don't like myself when I'm angry. I regret almost everything I do or say when I'm angry. That's why I avoid most people and talking until I'm calmed down again.
Right now, I'd love nothing more than a 4 or 5 day weekend, I could pack the car and just drive away. Turn the phone on silent for a good part of it. Just follow my wandering nature and go for an adventure. But as it is, I will never get that chance. I will be working up until the day I have to go back to Cincy.
Tired takes me .... Night.
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You can do both! You can be nice and kind and caring without letting people walk all over you. It's entirely possible to put of a vibe that is both lovable and that you're not one to be fucked with. The only thing holding you back is confidence. :)
Besides, life is way too short for regret. If you piss someone off, they can fucking deal with it.
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