So Friday was so amazing!
Saturday he said he wasn't ready for anything.
After him ignoring me pretty well since Saturday night ....
He told me to day "Alicia I just want you to leave me alone".
I have no clue what happened. I have no clue what he was thinking.
But damnit ... I feel so damn used! USED! that's it! just completely and utterly used. Like all he was after was what he got. And that was all he needed.
Fuck men! I'm done for a while. I'm just gonna go back and hope that being single is what I remember it to be.
I miss Tim just a bit too. At least he talked to me, called, and even when things were bad still was there.
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The words I long to say, but fear to hear the responses.
The Kid
What I Miss Most About Ohio...
- The word "pop" being recognized
- The Milky Way from JC
- The Airforce Museum
- Smaller Counties
- Shakes from Stake N Shake
- People willing to help a girl with a broken smoking car
- People who can drive
- Nights where the temp goes below 85 deg
- My car not hating the heat
- Hills
- Going midnight bowling for $5
- Drive thrus where you can get snacks
- Drive in Movies
- County Fairs
- Cold water actually being cold
- Cities being an hour or 2 away, not 4
- Bob Evans
- Being able to sleep with the windows open at night
Things to Read:
- Eternal Echoes
- Stranger in a Strange Land by Robert Heinlein
- The Man in the High Castle by Philip K. Dick
1 comment:
Even if it is a big deal, try to convince yourself that it isn't. If you manage that, you'll feel much better about the whole situation.
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