Thursday, September 4, 2008

Regret ... one I will always regret.

I would love nothing more than to tell him how much his friendship really does mean to me. I would love nothing more than to tell him how sorry I am, and how I regret what I said. I knew I would regret it, but I was already away from home. Well on my way to getting a tattoo when I wished I could just call and say how sorry I was. Now I feel I need to give him a few days to calm down, I know I should have taken a few days.

I pray more than anything he will realize what I meant as a friend. That he will give me a chance to make things okay again. Isn't fighting on of the things friends do too? But surviving a fight is normally a huge part of making the friendship even stronger. Isn't it?

But as for now. I'm trying to accept what I did and the consequences it may bring. All the while hoping what I am trying to accept will not all come true.

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1 comment:

Cameron said...

I may have incidentally asked Jimmy to hear you out. "Oops."