Friday, October 3, 2008

Lessons and Faith

I believe I have done what needs to be done, for now. I have deleted/blocked what needed to be blocked. And provided the request is followed, should not hear from this person again. If I do, other measures will be taken. Because I have a RIGHT to be happy and to live without harassment. Right now, I am content that things are working okay. And am not sure I could do what might need to be done, but am open to the possibility of finding my true inner strength. I know I am better and stronger than any one thinks. I wouldn't still be here if I weren't strong. And hey the more bull shit I deal with, the stronger I get.

Damn, if anything, all these problems are just making me a stronger, better woman for when I do find the right guy. Until then, I'll be me! And only me! And right now, why not just go back to trying to figure out more about me. I know a lot, but still have growing to do as a person!

Homework all day ..... hopefully I'll get the program done by evening and then I will need to celebrate. Except I discovered, I can't even drink a Mountain Dew. The acid in it hurts as it hits my stomach. Boo ... the things I keep learning I can't eat until my stomach is healed.

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