Weekend in tow

Maifest went rather well I thought. Yes, I tried to peer pressure James into drinking with me, forgetting I can't peer pressure her the way I did. It doesn't work out for me as well. But I had a good time, a few good laughs, and a some stories. Though, the night, in the end, ended badly for me, the Festival was pretty good. And next time, I'm gonna try to limit myself. And I've considered the fact that it might just have been me being to damn stressed for too damn long and not doing anything for myself in a long time. Again, I hope my friends can forgive my sorry ass for the mistakes I seem to keep making. I do have a good time with James, its just lately something has triggered other emotions I hold back at many other times. And am afraid of pushing the few amazing friends I have away because of my unstable emotions when I am in classes.

Saturday, besides having a constant splitting headache all day, and not holding food down in the morning, I have to say the pool party was great! It was great to see Emily again! And I got to swim this time. I did have a blast. Drank a couple of stewarts and cokes and played apples to apples with Kaitlin (sp?) and a few others. I really enjoyed the night. Its just eventually I got really tired and my headache returned in far better force than before.

Though I can't entirely blame the headache on a hangover. I've had the splitting headache everyday for the past two or three weeks now. I get nauseous with the headaches a lot of times now, and when they get really bad, they can make me cry. I don't know what's up, but i'm dealing with the pain like I normally do.

Today, I should be doing homework, instead I have watched tv and gone shopping. Eventually I'll head back up to campus and get started on that paper that is due Tuesday! Just gotta find some of the quotes and hope for at least 5 pages! And other homework too. Gonna try to stay on top of it.

I want to go to Bree's Friday, and home for the long weekend! The kids graduate Sunday, and I would love to be with my family, since i can't go on vacation this year.