Bewilderment

I'm still bewildered by the end to last night. I had such a great time with Johanna and Dustin and the other girls that went. I'm still learning their names. I think I just had a beer too many even though I stopped around 12:30, I didn't realize how drunk I still was until I went to lay down at 2. I got really tired and decided to go down and wait for the shuttle, that never seems to run on time. Caught the shuttle back thinking only 3 of us, this shouldn't be bad until we filled the fucking shuttle with foreign students who just got really really loud. I don't think anyone could actually move there were so many people in the shuttle. I got back exhausted, with a slight headache and this weird feeling of loneliness. I don't really know where it came from outside of maybe the fact that I ended up hanging out with a few couples all evening. I don't know, but I'm still bewildered that I ended the night a little upset drinking like 4 glasses of water before laying down to sleep and dieing. I'm still tired, but I'll be up a good part of the day I think. With that project to finish.