It was a last minute decision. But I wasn't gonna get to stay in Bowling Green. They had too many people on their lot already, and would get introuble. So rather than have to drive 2 hours early on Saturday to pay 22 or 44 dollars for a session or two of tractor pulls and then have to drive 2 hrs back. I took a last minute idea and packed my back and went to Kentucky.
He hadn't texted me in almost three days. I had no idea why, but he did reply when I told him I was gonna be in town for the weekend. He wasn't his normal bubbly happy self about it though. He just asked why I was even coming down. I said because the other plans got scrapped and I figured it would be nice to do something with friends. Well, on the way down, I asked him what had happened. He asked about what, and I said "why you've been so quiet the last few days". He said there was no reason. And I didn't hear from him again.
I did on the other hand still hold a nice conversation of texting with Jesse. Who by the way is winning me back. I don't know what changed with either of them. But right now, I don't care. I'm staying single until I'm back in school but willing to just hang out as friends with just about anyone. Only Tim won't get that privilege.
The whole drive felt so wrong. Like I shouldn't be doing it. Like the weekend was only gonna get worse. Like I had just made the biggest mistake of my life. But then I stopped to see Jimmy and everything began to feel better. Then an adventure to see Rachel. I got a book to borrow!
We'll see how it goes. If the weekend and the feeling get worse, I'll head home tonight. I just wanted to have a fun weekend! I just wanted to actually enjoy myself after all the hell I've gone through lately.
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