Just once in my life, I want to fit in. I want to belong with the people I'm with. I want to be in the conversation completely with them. I want to get the respect I give. I want to be understood and not looked at as if I'm not gonna be able to fit there ....
And the chance to see Buzz Aldrin talk tonight went badly by having way too many people show up and we couldn't get in. .......................
I now have a headache, I feel like dinner is going to come back up .... and I really really want to cry. Tonight didn't go as I hoped it might. I still don't belong, and I never will I guess .... time for a new city?
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The words I long to say, but fear to hear the responses.
The Kid
What I Miss Most About Ohio...
- The word "pop" being recognized
- The Milky Way from JC
- The Airforce Museum
- Smaller Counties
- Shakes from Stake N Shake
- People willing to help a girl with a broken smoking car
- People who can drive
- Nights where the temp goes below 85 deg
- My car not hating the heat
- Hills
- Going midnight bowling for $5
- Drive thrus where you can get snacks
- Drive in Movies
- County Fairs
- Cold water actually being cold
- Cities being an hour or 2 away, not 4
- Bob Evans
- Being able to sleep with the windows open at night
Things to Read:
- Eternal Echoes
- Stranger in a Strange Land by Robert Heinlein
- The Man in the High Castle by Philip K. Dick
1 comment:
You fit in with me! I'm sorry you're feeling down. ((((hugs))))
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